Sunday, 9 June 2013

Hey lightie, I’m brown skinned!


Hey, you ready? Let’s take ‘em baby...

Lights, camera, action…
Sea of faces, fancy ladies, fashion gurus
Cameras flashin’, music blastin’, nervous reaction
I’ve got a move, an attitude, not this time
Barely remember me sequence nor who’s next in line
Sexy in a satin, I froze, my heart pumpin’  
The head ramp is crammin’ coz I ain’t swervin’
Livin' in a bubble, with the fame I struggle
Coz when I heard it from ya, I tore up a little
What that?! I’m a regular
FYI…lightie not anymore!

Coz ma brown brown skin don’t grab your attention,
Lookin askance at fair chicks, nah I don’t care to mention
Talk to me boi…

Yeah ‘em rappers, I’mma gonna give ‘em a run for their money
Roxanne, latifah, nikki minaj
Lil' kim, foxy brown, rah digga
Duh, I ain't a nigga
I’m an Asian in rap, I’ma lady from the subcontinent
White fella…I’ve got somethin’ you don’t, i call it confidence
Oh ya…I’m serious, now raise your brows
Ain’t a showoff, and it ain’t as bad as breaking vows

Talk to me boi

Mamma goose, you ain’t have no worries
It’s ‘em Latinas, Caribbean hailed as hotties
He don’t get it right, there’s no such thing as a perfect 10
There’s no flawless curve as a Sunny Leone or sexy Angelina’s pout
Alla that done to prettify, without a doubt

Boi ya know what? There’s no set standard for beauty
I’mma brown to the bone, so what?! dusky is sultry
 Cappuccino, mocha, or a caramel queen
I walk tall, coz that’s how Im’ma seen
White chicks, naw, Imma call ‘em pigmentally challenged, no pun
Boys on ma block not exchange me for one…

Talk to me boi…

Love ain't a race!


She’s up all night, she wrestles sleep
Stickin’ needles in her lids, she’s too hard ya know to weep
She reaches her inked out arm, moonlight spills on her ring
The diamond shinin’ perfectly against her bronze skin
Caught in the waves of reluctance, the clock is tickin’, she’s lost count
She’s damned if she do, damned if she don't
Those hateful words turn hands on her neck, she’s chokin’
As they keep ringing in her ears, “Why did ya come?”
She startin’ to wonder if the pain will ever go numb
Easy come, easy go, he gotta style
‘Do it all, have a ball, onto the next’, a motto that he lives by
Sweet talkin’, tippin’ hoes, untyin’ his sneakers
He don’t care, he’s strummin’ her pain with his fingers
He’s not a saint, nor a sinner
Self-made man, still the damn same, won’t take a blame
She not bother, she waits, she’s got the flame
Coz she’s not one of them, them in tank tops n rolled up jeans
Not a big fan of loud music, nor smokin’ hot scenes
No strangers she’s not for a grind, she’s one of a kind
She ain’t a Rihanna, she ain’t unfaithful, she ain’t love his lies
Perhaps a Beyonce, who sees his halo, knows her savin’ grace
Good girls ain’t no fun, bad girls ain't no good,
Good or bad he’s undecided, a man who can’t be moved
He’s a Bob Dylan phoney, he’s not there he’s gone
His words cut her like a knife, ‘Please move on’
Yet she don’t give up, she don’t give up, she keep up the faith
It's hard, it's alright, whoa she’s gotta will that’s tough to shake
She’s playin’ for keeps down her memory, her love’s a masterpiece
 Moment of surrender at the meadows, he’s fallin’ on his knees
She’s been lookin’ for a lifeline, seems like a lifetime
She's had her answer, love ain't no race, there ain’t no finish line!

Friday, 7 June 2013

Prince on a milky white steed!


She’s a sucker for fairytales
She believes the books she read by the candlelight
She dreamt of her prince in the smoke of twilight 
So strong and steady on a milky-white steed
Without a warner, he appears in a corner
 Tattooing his face in her heart
It was a fairy tale love right from the start…

So the story starts, playful at first
Suppressed smiles, meaningful glances
Countless conversations, doubling the chances
Homies tell her that it ain’t easy
Tell her it ain’t fun and it ain’t for everybody
She ignores what ifs, nothings wrong… nothings right
As she’s lost it all in his face so bright
 She says she’ll see them later, she’s in a fantasy
She runs to her shooting star, her fleeting ecstasy
Age ain't nothing, but a number 
She knows not, he's a taker not a giver

His head so high wouldn’t bend to kiss
She bowed his head and joins her lips to his
He closed his eyes & surrenders to the bliss
Coz they pressed upon his brain as upon his lips
As each day gets better, each day makes her closer
The burning sensation left by his goatee doesn’t matter
 She’s stoned as his passionate kisses get sweeter
She’s trapped inside a prison of mirrors
She’s got no clue that sorrow is nearer…

She snaps back to reality
The truth is bitter, but fairytale endings are a rarity
She turns the music down, touches the sound of silence
Remembers them days as the music faded
Brings herself to say it loud and clear, it’s complicated…
Lump in her throat, she looks the other way
As she decides to stay out of harm's way
Man, he’s stabbed her right in her heart
She needs a transplant, for a brand new start…

Intoxicated lover!


You call me at quarter past two
That’s when you remember, my drunken lover…
You call me only after you’ve had a few
It’s a routine and not something new
It’s not something new…
Six straight shots of single malt whiskey
Nothing else matters to you, boi it’s nasty
You're stuck inside your dogma
And your Karma's getting messy
Damn it’s so messy…
Drunk emotions, loverly words spoken
Too many promises the daylight has broken
You don’t remember if it’s a hickie or a bruise…
Tears run silent, run deep, as you give me excuse
As you give me an excuse…
You look into my eyes and I look away
Coz I know, silence, it sometimes pays
How many more lies will they tell me
I see just holes where your eyes used to be
Where your eyes used to be…
It’s another Saturday night
I’m sleeping with the lights on baby
But it’s alright go online and two time me
It don’t matter if it’s pretty freaky
But that’s just what’s left of the life before me
My emotion grows, but I won't let it show
Even if I'm broke I still won't let you know
No, I won't cry for a love that’s out of reach
Yes, I won't cry I’ll practice what I preach
What I preach damn preach…
Coz there's a door I still struggle to open
I stand outside with a heart so broken
There's a name that still hurts to say
Yet I wait on the road to madness
Playing chords for the stranger next day…
Da da dum da dum da da…

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writer| model| stylist Also blogs at www.fashgasms.com