What are these feelings?

What are these feelings?
These muddled ones
That I have?
I seem to love you
at the same time
I seem to loath -
At times I feel
I can’t live
without you
but at times
I feel like breaking up.

What are these feelings?
Taking up my
mind and spirit
making my knees shake
when you are in sight
and fills my heart with fright
When will all this stop?
When did it all start?

I’m so confused
What do I do?
I can’t think of
anything except you!
Should this be ignored or
Let time answer it
Oh what do I do?
My heart says one thing
and my mind says another!